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Hi guys.
I've been at Gj for a while,and I've been in this community under different usernames.Some of you may know me as ![[info]](http://img.greatestjournal.com/userinfo.gif) girlwithgashes.
For those who don't,let me introduce myself.
My name is Samantha.I usually go by Sam or Stormy, though.
I'm fourteen years old.I've been cutting since I was seven.
I never knew it was a real thing that other kids did.Self mutilation,I mean.
I didn't find that out until I was thirteen.When I lost interest in cutting,I started starving myself.I get on kicks where I won't eat for a few days,or eating very little for weeks at a time.I've lost 40 pounds since last year.But..the reason I joined this community again isn't because of those things.I want to help people get through it.I still cut sometimes.I still starve myself sometimes.I'm not going to say I'm better,because I'm not.But I can say I can help other with it.It may sound hypocritical.But I believe I can.
I have my own community,if you'd like to join it also PM me.
Anyone is welcome to add me.I love getting new friends.
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| Sick of it all |
[08 Oct 2005|05:45pm] |
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My name is Nicky. I have been a cutter for four years. I started cutting when I was about twelve. I tried hiding it from my friends and family, but they found out soon enough. Everyone that knew were disgusted and opposed. I remember how small I felt at that moment. I will never forget it.
Now I am sixteen and a bit more clever. My mother thinks that I have stopped completely. I have so many scars, when the new cuts heal, they don't look any different than the rest. So I guess you could say that I am lucky I get to walk around in fromnt of my mother with short sleeves and tank tops.
My boyfriend isn't accepting of it, though he doens't criticize me. My few close friends are more accepting and understanding towards it.
What most of them don't know is that I am battling annorexia for almost a year. No one has seemed to notice. I began to eat for about a month, but now I am falling back into the same habit. I have severe trust issues and it's very hard to open up to people, including my best friend. The girl I've known for nine years. So I thought this community could help me relate to people who have simmilar issues, so I don't feel so alone.
Though, at this point I don't beleive there is any way I can be saved. There is no way of helping someone when they don't plan on stopping.
http//www.greatestjournal.com/a_fridge_2_far
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| Love Me Gently |
[08 Oct 2005|05:47pm] |
my name is natalie....im 14 and one of the ugliest people u will ever meet....i have been cutting for about 2 years but ive stopped for a while....im just looking for people to connect with...comment back if anyone wants to talk
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